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1. 幼稚園中班時候的下課時間，我在連結著兩座塑膠製城堡中央的橋上，被兩個女生各自猛烈的拉扯著要陪她們玩。在激動而暴力的軸線下，如同為了營造速度感而被剪輯斷裂的電影片段，我的圍兜兜也跟著一起應聲斷裂。

2. 為了我要裝網路而叫來的網路工程人員，他打開並且刺穿了一扇家裡從未開啟的窗，在天花板與牆邊釘上了許多帶有小塑膠圈的卡線鋼釘，家裡頓時被一條像是侵入身體的異物般的網路線入侵，如此頑固且張牙舞爪的寄生在體內。而在裝設完成的同時，我也深刻的體認到我一直都扮演著破壞這個家的角色。

3. 短片拍攝完成之後，我們仍然已上班族、花店女孩、攝影師、音樂人互稱。有那麼一瞬間我真的以為我們一起渡過了不存在的那些年。

4. 我有時候會感覺心中充滿著對所有人事物的愛，但大部分的時間都是沒有。

Mayonaise (Smashing Pumpkins cover )

小時候就好想彈這首歌，

沒有錄好過大概是本世紀最終版本。

Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June

We'll try and ease the pain
But somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go

I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream

And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad

When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will

Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this

No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

1979 (Smashing Pumpkins cover)

嗎啡城。

Shakedown 1979, cool kids never have the time
On a live wire right up off the street
You and I should meet

Junebug skipping like a stone
With the headlights pointed at the dawn
We were sure we'd never see an end to it all

And I don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know
Just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below

Double cross the vacant and the bored
They're not sure just what we have in store
Morphine city slippin dues down to see

That we don't even care as restless as we are
We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts
And poured cement, lamented and assured

To the lights and towns below

Faster than the speed of sound
Faster than we thought we'd go, beneath the sound of hope

Justine never knew the rules,
Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
No apologies ever need be made,

I know you better than you fake it

To see that we don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below

The street heats the urgency of sound
As you can see there's no one around

Luna[DEMO] (Smashing Pumpkins cover)

Demo，

就是沒有意外的話永遠都不會有完成品的意思。

What moonsongs
Do you sing your babies?
What sunshine do you bring?

Who belongs
Who decides who's crazy
Who rights wrongs where others cling?

I'll sing for you
If you want me to
I'll give to you
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break

I go along
Just because I'm lazy
I go along to be with you

And those moonsongs
That you sing your babies
Will be the songs to see you through

I'll hear your song
If you want me to
I'll sing along
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
With you
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
I'm
I'm so in love
I'm in love with you